A Perfect
world, a perfect me.
Love- Art - Freedom ( Me in 3 Words)
Many times I find myself reflecting a lot on
who I am, what I am here for and what is it that I really would like out of
life. All the time I’m proud to say the answer is always the same. I want love,
freedom and art in my life.
Briefly about myself, I am one of those
seemingly shy people, not out of shyness per say but it takes a while for me to
warm up to people, I like to analyse people first before I let them into my
life. It gives me a sense of control. I love music more especially hip hop and
the tranquil and distant sounds of jazz.
Growing up I wanted to be a range of things,
from fashion designer to vet, to choreographer to a business woman mainly
focusing in tourism industry to a jewellery designer a fashion photographer as well
as a magazine editor. (Whew!) Funny enough, I still want to achieve all this. (Except
being a vet)
Right now I work in a quiet office my job dwindling
between admin and office manager (and whatever else I can handle) I would love
to wake up one day, stretch my arm and greet the warmth of the sun, kiss my
lover good morning, put my slippers on, and go make breakfast for I and my
lover and head on over to the study/ office downstairs and turn on the Mac and
review the pics I shot at an editorial yesterday. I want to wake up to my love,
my freedom and art. If each day could promise me that, that will be my perfect
world.
The biggest stumbling block to mankind is
themselves, the perceptions we form, the expectations we impose on ourselves,
and the perceived expectations of others from us when they have not said
anything at all. What does it take for one to grasp fully to whom they are and
what they stand for?
As I am in pursuit of my freedom, with the help
of my love whom has been with me at low times I hope to find a greater love and
find the missing art in my life.
*Umlungu
